2 of the most tragic thing has happened in one fcuking day.
One, Dad's job is shaky now, due to recession. Fcuk that, btw.
Two, That's the reason why i can't watch my dream being fulfilled...
Which is worse ? I really cannot say.. Both of them means so much to me. Bye Torres, Bye Gerrard,Bye Liverpool.. ): Dad told me this when i wanted to meet 11 to withdraw cash for the tix. How did i felt ? LIKE A FCUKING LOSERRRRRRRRRRR, that's what.
I cried. Cried like as if my house burnt down, like if i broke up w 11, like if i got no home to stay. I want to say this: '' Fik, you're the best bro everrrrrrrrr. Thanks for that suggestion. I'm up for it. But i still have doubts. ''
I promised 11 not to be sad anymore. Which is erh, not possible, but yeah, i can cheer up if i want to. It's like, i have to, cos.. He did the sweetest and the most dramatic thing ever. Which was to sit on the pavement opp my blk, so that i can see him, go down for xoxos, or just be with him. I cried again, when i saw him. I swear, i cried a lot today. So i did the next most dramatic thing. (No, not strip. Huahua.) That day, shawn, farrah, dinie and i watched the taylor swift link at syirin's blog. If you've watched it, you'll find this familar. Hmm, i'll show you guys..
Hahaha, dramatic or what ? But sadly, he couldnt see it. So i threw it down. And he showed me the sign from downstairs. Awwwwwwww, Thank god i have you baby. You know i love you.
So, if any of you have read this already. Pls dont ask me again. Or ask things like, ''Why will like that seh ?'' ''Then you really dont want to go ?'' Cos i dont wish to cry infront of you ohkay. Ohkay, thanks. (:
One, Dad's job is shaky now, due to recession. Fcuk that, btw.
Two, That's the reason why i can't watch my dream being fulfilled...
Which is worse ? I really cannot say.. Both of them means so much to me. Bye Torres, Bye Gerrard,Bye Liverpool.. ): Dad told me this when i wanted to meet 11 to withdraw cash for the tix. How did i felt ? LIKE A FCUKING LOSERRRRRRRRRRR, that's what.
I cried. Cried like as if my house burnt down, like if i broke up w 11, like if i got no home to stay. I want to say this: '' Fik, you're the best bro everrrrrrrrr. Thanks for that suggestion. I'm up for it. But i still have doubts. ''
I promised 11 not to be sad anymore. Which is erh, not possible, but yeah, i can cheer up if i want to. It's like, i have to, cos.. He did the sweetest and the most dramatic thing ever. Which was to sit on the pavement opp my blk, so that i can see him, go down for xoxos, or just be with him. I cried again, when i saw him. I swear, i cried a lot today. So i did the next most dramatic thing. (No, not strip. Huahua.) That day, shawn, farrah, dinie and i watched the taylor swift link at syirin's blog. If you've watched it, you'll find this familar. Hmm, i'll show you guys..
Hahaha, dramatic or what ? But sadly, he couldnt see it. So i threw it down. And he showed me the sign from downstairs. Awwwwwwww, Thank god i have you baby. You know i love you.
So, if any of you have read this already. Pls dont ask me again. Or ask things like, ''Why will like that seh ?'' ''Then you really dont want to go ?'' Cos i dont wish to cry infront of you ohkay. Ohkay, thanks. (:
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